Confusing

I am not quite myself today leading me to believe that the dream I am about to relate to you may have something to do with me mixxing meds.

I seem to be sitting in the office of a gas station (local and well known) , they dont seem to be put out by the fact im just sitting there. I think I bought a pen an a drink of some kind. After a while I got up and went to get into my car. I drive a gray honda. Bit I was supprised to find that my key worked in a white honda.

Judging from the course I set I seemed to want to get to my parents house. Unusual as I live about 7 miles down the highway.

After a bit I seem to have parked outside a building with huge windows. I enter it and find women with gowns and men in suits drinking from small glass's. In short a party of sorts. I wonder around and I have the feeling im trying to get to the other end of the building. I exit the building and as I pass out the door security catchs up with me. I couldnt seem to talk... or let him know that I was just trying to get home. The security officer asked why I had been there... did I maybe want a piece of cake or something to drink? He seemed to think I was homeless and I couldnt talk and let him know that I really diddnt know why I was there. He went back in side and I guess I found my car and I found myself at another gas station with an odd collection of items I guess I wanted to purchase. One of the packages fell open and for some reason the checker wanted to charge me more for it. Total over 800$. I told her that I am confused but not stupid and there is no way Im going to pay 800$ for about 15$ worth of items. I walked off.

I guess I woke up about now... but the confusion diddnt end with the dream. I still feel kind of confused. If I think about things before I act i get by. But there is a small part of me that is super clear. I could hear Debby getting ready to make coffee and I called out that I want Hazel nut. She yelled back that all we had was moca... I replied that she would have to open the maxwell house coffee in the cabinet and it is hazel nut.

I lay in bed for about an hour until I felt that I was mentaly able to deal with real life. Things are still a bit off center but its getting slowly better.